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20| 171cm (5'6"). simply my outlet. Pro-recovery 🌻 SW 100Kg aka Fat as Hell CW - 82.1Kg aka still fat. GW1-90kg GW2-80kg GW3-70kg GW4-60kg UGW-54kg
I will own 2019
In 2019 I will hit my ugw
2019 will become my bitch
Dose anybody else eat half of what they planed but still count all the calories?
like i only had half of a sandwiches but I’m still gonna count it like I eat the whole sandwhich to avoid thinking that I can intake more cals later on 😅😂😂
Staring next year, the Australian government is going to help fund people with severe eating disorders. The Australia government is going to put 110k into the Medicare system so people will be able to access up to 40 psychological services and 20 dietetic services each year. This is crazy! I’m so glad the Aussie government is putting in effort to help people with this disorder…so for any of my Aussie follower, if you need help or want November 2019 is the year for recovery, because you’re worth living and recovery
That time when you wish you get food poisoning so you can throw up all the food you ate¡
Someone; have you lost weight?
Me who’s lost 10kg+ from my HW; oh yeah, like 3kg
Someone; that’s good, I can see from your waistline it looks smaller
Me dying inside; why the fuck did i agree to losing weight, she on to me
Things I’ve noticed about my body that I hate
🍃 The normal things like; my soft and round Stomach, my thick Arms and Legs
But also
🍃 how large and fat my fingers are
🍃 that fact that my collarbones are hidden behind fat
🍃 my wide hips
🍃 the fat rolls on my back
🍃 the fat the sits on the side of my body
🍃 my round face that dont show any check bones
🍃 the way the if I’m facing side on, the curve near the back of my neck sticks out
🍃 my whole body weight
Can I just be skinny already!
Even 900 seems insane
Most thinspo/Ana blogs on tumblr are not pro Ana. No one is interested in encouraging others to develop a seriously fucked up and dangerous eating disorder. Blogs that post thinspo pics are usually run by teenagers/young adults who are going through hell and would be starving themselves anyway. By reporting and shutting down those blogs, you take away people’s safe spaces, their outlets, and their community. You are helping no one. No one gets an eating disorder because they saw someone on tumblr post a picture of someone thin. You’re not being noble, you’re not saving anyone, you’re being rude and taking something away from someone who already has nothing. If someone gets their thinspo blog deleted, they’re not going to be like “oh well, gonna eat normally now and be totally healthy, cool”. They make a new one and hate you. My blog is for no one else. It is for me. If I couldn’t have it, I would be sad because I wouldn’t have a community and a way to find people going through the same thing, but I would still have an eating disorder and I would just make a new blog. The last thing anyone wants is to help someone else develop a mental illness. Tumblr doesn’t have an option to make your blog private. Stop shutting people down for having an outlet. Most of us have 3 followers anyway.
so true. and yes, you can make a blog private but you have to make it a second blog anyway and that is really unnecessary.
this is the truest thing i’ve ever seen.
PREACH!!!!🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻
Don’t normally share things.
But this.
so true
important!!!!
fucking yes
Soo I don’t have 3 followers but still this is really important. I try to not influence anybody in a bad way (or worse than themselves).💖🍃
THIS NEEDS TO BE REPOSTED ENDLESSLY SO MUCH LOVE!!!
My Blog Is The Only Thing That I Have. Thinspo Accounts Don’t Give People Eating Disorders.
👏👏Yes ohmyfuckinggod yes
PREACH
Always reblog!
Wow. This is absolutely 100% true
PREACH!!! Like hell there a whole side to tumblr that’s about much worst shit, borderline you should be arrested, but those blogs still are around, not being flag and deactivate. so why would you try and deactivate blogs, where there is a “community” that understands the reason why, and supports you to be safe, to drink water, to eat that second feel like slight bit weak and try’s to stop people from developing ed or an pro ana thinking but telling them the bad side they didn’t know before hand…like a person with suicidal thoughts don’t take away they safe space, you could do more harm than good. 🌻
here’s a simple exercise that you can do any time of day.
this workout is the best, trust me. I went from thighs completely touching, to thighs barely touching at all in just a few days.
lay on your back, with your knees bent, feet together. fold a bed pillow and put it in-between your thighs. squeeze and hold for two seconds. do this as many times as you can, trust me, it’s going to burn. when you feel like you can’t do it anymore, squeeze and hold the pillow for ten seconds.
It seriously hurts, but totally worth it.
I found that this is really the only workout that mainly focuses your inner thighs, so if you don’t want thick toned thighs, this is the perfect workout for you.
if you want I’ll post a photo of how to do it, just message me!
I’ve noticed a huuuuuge difference in my thigh gap progress bc of this move🍓🍓🍓
It buuuuurnss
Things like this have all my appreciation
been doing this and I’m s o r e but hopefully I’ll see results